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Friday, 14 November 2008

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    TOO NICE???

    Constantly i am told i am to nice to people. That is because i hardly ever say no, i will bend over backwards for anyone, especially the people closest to me!!! Why is it so hard to tell people no?  I can say no a million times NO! NO! NO! NO! thats not the hard part the hard part is sayin it to the people themselves. All i want to is help, and people know that. Everyone knows that about me and they use it to their advantage... yea there are some people who do not take advantage of me, but the majority of people do. Its horrible... and u would think that my parents would be 2 of them... NOPE!! they are the main ones. I do everyhing for them.. i feel like i have some sort of obligation to them because they have brought me into this world, but there is only so much i can do. I wish i could tell people no, but then i fel bad and they make me feel like i am a piece of shit.. it shouldnt be like this.

    Im just tired, and drained from all of this...

    i keep waiting for things to change...

    but nothing has changed.

    ~christina~

     

     

Wednesday, 12 November 2008

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    Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly,
    kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably,
    and never regret anything that made you smile.

    - Author Unknown -

     

Tuesday, 11 November 2008

  • Isn't it crazy what life throws at you. At one moment things could be the greatest then in a split second it can all go to hell. How is it that most people have these productive ways of copin with every damn thing that is thrown at them, at it seems like nothin has even fazed them at all? Then there are these other people.. like me and others i know... who have no way to possible handle what gets thrown at them. Its like WTF? Is there like some secret handbook tht says "hey this is how to cope and deal with this" and u read on and it tells you step by step what to do. I just think i am missing something in my life. Recently i have been thinkin about my life and beliefs. I am baptized Catholic but havent even had first communion...people who arnt even cath. know thats crazy.  And i believe in God and everything but  haven made to much of a commitment to that. I think that if i bring this into my life and take the time like i wanted to do but just was to lazy to do, i would find what has been mising. Someone i see almost every day, you could say, opened my eyes to this and seein him and how he sees and views certain things and his beliefs, which some are similar to mine, make me believe even mor that this is what i should do. I just have to get off my ass and do something about it.

    that was awesome, i havent vented in a while!!

    peace and love,

    christina 

Friday, 07 November 2008

  • wow... it has been years since i have typed anything in here and i signed on to prove i could find my friend and i had no clue how to do anything i was like what the fuck... whats all this shit when did it get changed. Its atually a bit more complicated! ha its funny i am even typin in here cuz no one i know goes on here anymore ha but thats a plus cuz no one will see wat i put up... that for myspace! which i never go on, just like this maybe my only post for another month or so.  But yeah stuff has changed, we got a black president now lol hah, and the world is goign to hell now lol! but seriously it may... wow.  well here is the first post in a bit!!

    lata

    ~christina~

     

    EDIT: ha i found him... and he said i couldn't NOW WAT BITCH!!!! JEAH!! 

Tuesday, 20 December 2005

  • ___STATS___
    NAME--christina
    AGE--15
    DOB--05211990
    HEIGHT--5ft
    WEIGHT--107.5?
    SHOE SiZE--6


    (((LOVE/ REALTiONSHiPS/ SEX)))
    ARE YOU SiNGLE?--no
    iF YOU ARE, ARE YOU DATiNG ANYONE?--yea
    iF YOUR NOT WHO iS THE SPECiAL SOMEONE?--jeff
    HAVE YOU HAD YOUR FiRST KiSS?--yea
    ARE YOU A ViRGiN?--naaa
    HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU HAD YOUR FiRST KiSS?--8th grade
    HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU LOST YOUR ViRGiNiTY?--14
    HAVE YOU BEEN iN LOVE?--u could say that
    HAVE YOU EVER CHEATED ON SOMEONE?--hell no
    HAVE YOU EVER BEEN CHEATED ON?--hel yea


    *~*~*SCHOOL*~*~*
    NAME OF YOUR SCHOOL--joliet central
    GRADE--10
    FAVORiTE TEACHER--dont got 1
    FAVORiTE TEACHER--none


    [ [ [RiGHT NOW] ] ]
    WHAT ARE YOU WEARiNG?--clothes
    HOW DO YOU HAVE YOUR HAiR?--down
    WHAT ARE YOU LiSTENiNG TO?--music
    WHATS iN YOUR CD PLAYER?--nohin
    ARE YOU WATCHiNG ANYTHiNG?--nope
    HOW iS YOUR MOOD TODAY?--hyper
    WHATS THE WEATHER LiKE?--gay
    DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?--no


    >>>>LAST PERSON YOU...<<<<
    DATED/BOYFRiEND--jeff
    KiSSED--jeff
    TOUCHED--sister
    HUGGED--cant remember
    DANCED WiTH--to many to say
    TALKED ON THE PHONE TO--jeff
    TALKED TO--jeff
    iMED--idk
    iMED YOU--idk
    CALLED--jeff


    _*:_:*_FAVORiTES_*:_:*_
    BEVERAGE(S)--coke
    ALCOHOLiC BEVERAGE(S)--VODKA
    OUTFiT YOU WEAR--dont have one as ong as its tight and makes me look good lol
    COLOR--green
    TV SHOW(S)--inuyasha
    MOViE(S)--to many
    MONTH--may
    DAY OF THE WEEK--friday
    NAME(S) OTHER THAN YOURS-- jeff, brandi
    MUSiC ARTiST(S)--way way way to many
    ACTOR/ACTRESS--nono
    FRAGRANCE--???


    ::::RANDOM::::
    DO YOU HAVE PETS?-- nope
    iF SO WHAT ARE THEiR NAMES?--??
    WHATS YOUR RiNGTONE ON YOUR CELL PHONE?-- a default one
    DO YOU WEAR MAKE UP?--yeah i need to
    WHO ARE/iS YOUR BEST FRiEND(S)?-- th 3 amiga's Me Janell and jen
    DO YOU LiKE TO DANCE?--fuck yeah
    HAVE YOU EVER SMOKED WEED?--hell yeah
    HOW MANY TiMES?--to mant to count lol
    HAVE YOU EVER BEEN iN A FiGHT?--yepperz
    DO YOU HATE ANYONE?--no
    DiD YOU LiKE THiS SURVEY?--its ok

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    • Birthday: 5/21/1990
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 6/18/2004

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  • hey im christina im 18 finally holdin down in JTOWN!!! I am totally awesome and love my boyfriend for 3 years!! I work at the dog but no one i know looks at this anymore but its awesome lol!!

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